Interview 14
Age at interview: 43
Age at diagnosis: 24
Brief Outline:
Diagnosed '84 as sore fingers; main symptoms age 30+ & began DMARDs. Now Methotrexate 15mg/wk & daily folic acid, Meloxicam 15mg, Prednisolone 2.5mg, 6 Co-codamol & Lansoprazole. Operations; toe '90; wrist & finger fusions; 2 ankle replacements '01/03.
Background:
Freelance human resources consultant (part time), married with no children. Has had ankle surgery via private healthcare but other operations via NHS. Family history of RA.
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Methotrexate caused uncomfortable mouth ulcers until she started taking folic acid as well.
Methotrexate caused uncomfortable mouth ulcers until she started taking folic acid as well.
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Steroids made her gain weight.
Steroids made her gain weight.
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Has monthly blood monitoring, but it is difficult to get a sample. She likes to know and...
Has monthly blood monitoring, but it is difficult to get a sample. She likes to know and...
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And what, what, did you understand what they're monitoring for?
[cough] Yeah 'cos I asked them again. I'm always as I say I'm never frightened to ask. I have a booklet where I record my results, which they give me because I take that to my consultant and I'm always, I always want to know why, well you know, this red blood counts down does that matter and they'll show you the, the range of acceptability and 'well that's not, we're not worried about that' or if my inflammation is, is high and ESR they measure me I know, I think well that makes sense because I have been feeling very stiff lately. So I do, I understand my results and they always tell me about them so and I keep that and so I can discuss it with the doctor when I see him.
Dislocated her ankle and consequently had pinning and replacement surgery in that and her other...
Dislocated her ankle and consequently had pinning and replacement surgery in that and her other...
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So I had, they pinned it and that was in the May and they straightened it up but it didn't hold, so in the November, I had it replaced, and that was about, oh, just about 18 months ago. And then I've just had my left ankle replaced, because it was so good, the operation was such a success, but unfortunately I, I did have to go private, for the operations on both my ankles, because of the waiting time to have the first operation done. If I hadn't had the first operation done there was a possibly that I could, my leg would have broken, so and it was an 18 month waiting list at [name of hospital] so it was necessary for me to, to go private for all, both all my ankle replacement therapy basically, all the other bits I had all done on the national health but.
Oh no, I mean, there, I mean, the place I went to they're very quick. You go in on the day you have the operation. So I arrive at 10, and I was ready and in the operating theatre at 12, and I was out of the operating theatre by 2'30 so it's very quick and then that was on a Monday and I was discharged on the Friday. They just, they'll let you go as soon as they know that you can look after yourself at home and they get you up straight away, on the second day after you've had the operation. So no, you're not and also they're very aware of the fact that you have arthritis and being in bed doesn't do you any good if you stiffen up. So no, I wasn't in there long at all.
And when you came home you've been able to, well get around a bit?
The first two weeks, they, the, I think this is what they say 'cos you're not in hospital long they make you rest, you have to rest so you're in bed really for 2 weeks. So the ankle can heal and take, and that was probably hard because that's when I had to get neighbours to let people in 'cos I couldn't literally get off the seat without somebody taking me off the seat and couldn't go to the bathroom, couldn't do anything. Now that two weeks is over, I am free. I'm allowed to hop around part of the day and then make sure I have it up the rest of the day.
Changed to an automatic car and describes what she looks for when choosing a new car to make sure...
Changed to an automatic car and describes what she looks for when choosing a new car to make sure...
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That was really all it was for the automatic makes it and I drive to, a long distance when I usually work and it will be up to forty to eighty miles so constant jarring was, did, did no good for my joints at all. Again that was another thing I've really hung on, I hung on to ordinary manual car as long as I could because I did not want an automatic but it got to a point where my husband persuaded me I had to have it so'
Are there any other things when you're choosing a car that you try and look for?
When I, when I'm looking
To choose a..?
Yep, I have to go around the car to make sure I can undo the handles, the boot. I spend ages kinda looking at can I, because sometimes the, sometimes handles are, are in a way where I can't turn my hand to actually, they, they're just a little bit clipping and I, I can't bend my fingers that well so I can't undo the boot so the handles have to be a particular way in a boot. The key, an important thing, I had a lovely gentleman, I, he was recommended to me by the occupational therapist, a local man, who came round one day and it, he obviously does it in his own time, to find out if there's he can make which will help things for you, and I can't turn the car keys.
So he made this little wooden contraption for me which I loop over my car key and gives me leverage to turn the key, which is probably my most precious item because I couldn't undo a car. I couldn't start the car without it and all he did, he made it for me so I have to make sure I can do the keys and that this thing will fit will fit through my little contraption and that I can do the knobs and things and I'm comfortable that the seat positions are comfortable. So I do spend quite a lot of time when I'm selecting a car.
So ideally when I, you know, I go out and think, 'oh I really like this car' and I get there and I can't, I can't cope with the, the handles are ridiculous. I can't open the doors. I can't open the boot. I can't reach the boot door when it's open. You know, some of these three, they go right up high and I can't reach them because I can't stretch out my arms out fully to bring it down, so it takes a long while for me to choose a car.
Explains why she became acutely aware of her deformed hands.
Explains why she became acutely aware of her deformed hands.
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But my hands, your hands you can't hide, hands are always very focal and I tend to use my hands quite a lot when I'm talking, when I'm training. And I've become very aware of they're deformity and, and so much so, I won't wear rings. I have lots of beautiful rings. I won't wear my wedding ring. I won't wear anything on my hands which brings it to people's attention. I'll even wear t-shirts with long arms just to cover up the knuckles, so I just have the tips pointing through. So and I hate it if I ever catch a sight of my hands in a mirror, I often do it when I'm driving, you might catch it in the wing mirror or something, I just I hate it. So unfortunately that's something I have to, to deal with, it's just made them very ugly.
And what brought you're attention to that?
It was a, unfortunately it was, it was actually a visit to a hospital, when I was I was going to a clinic and the nurse in question was walking a bit fast and I asked her, 'would she mind to slow down because I had rheumatoid arthritis and she said, 'I know you've got rheumatoid arthritis I can tell from your hands.' And up until that time, I wasn't really aware of it. I wasn't aware because I think if you look down at your hands, you don't see necessarily what the mirror shows or what other people see. And it was only then that I, as soon as I got home, I looked at my hands and I thought, yes, they are.
And it, it was one the almost aware things, well if she sees them then everybody sees them and everybody's aware and everybody must be looking at you, thinking, 'oh what's wrong with her, she got, her hands are all deformed.' So unfortunately, since then I try to hide them as much as possible, which isn't that easy really because they're hands.