Interview CH30
Age at interview: 3
Brief Outline: Their daughter was diagnosed with pulmonary atresia, VSD, and an overiding aorta. Treatment: closed heart surgery (shunt) at 11 days old, closed heart surgery (shunt) at 11 months old. Corrective open heart surgery at 2 and a half yrs old. Current medication: none.
Background: Diagnosed at 10 days old. Parents marital status: married. Occupation: Mother-Full time mum (trained as a GP), Father-Curate. Other children: one younger child. The family lived close by to a specialist hospital.
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Explains that her daughter's heart defect was just bad luck and she did not see any benefits in...
Explains that her daughter's heart defect was just bad luck and she did not see any benefits in...
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Describes the extra effort their child's surgeon made in communicating with them which they said...
Describes the extra effort their child's surgeon made in communicating with them which they said...
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And he had a lovely conversation with my husband as well about his family and he's got children and how difficult he perceived we must have found it. And little touches like that, lovely, really, really nice.
Explains that every now and then she has negative thoughts about the future but she tries not to...
Explains that every now and then she has negative thoughts about the future but she tries not to...
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Every now and then somebody says something that you think, maybe that's not true or maybe that's changed or maybe that won't be the case for her. How much that that's different from other children and thinking about them maybe getting run over by buses or maybe getting a childhood cancer or whatever else, I don't know. It's just because you've got something to focus your anxieties as a parent on, perhaps. But I do think what happens if one of the operations in the future goes wrong? What happens when, she's got an artificial bit, a bit of tubing in and when that gets replaced what happens if it doesn't work, what happens if' And you can always live a 'what if life' but when I think about it, you know I think about it a bit and pray about it and then I leave it and move on. But yes, those thoughts do happen and do occur and I think everybody, well I know all the people I've talked to have similar doubts and questions and worries about the future. But if you think about it in the cold light of day when you're not having one, other people, well you have the same worries about healthy children, it's just that you've got something to focus your worries on, the fact that they've got a heart problem. And it doesn't help them or you to get on with life to focus on that so it's much better in the long run to take every day at a time. You don't improve your life by worrying about what is going to come tomorrow.
Describes how they told their two and a half year old daughter about her heart condition and her...
Describes how they told their two and a half year old daughter about her heart condition and her...
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But we try and tell her as best as she can understand. And my husband is very, very good at doing that. He's much better than I am and he gets down to her level and he tries to explain and uses really simple words. And there's no point in telling her too much either because they pick up on so much of your emotions and how you're feeling that at two and a half you've just got to be quite careful. But he's very, very good at doing it so we have some job distinction there. That's one of his things that he does more. And then I talk about it once he's explained it using the same words. But usually he does the explaining because he's very good at it.
She had made a conscious effort to make time for her husband and to talk to each other rather...
She had made a conscious effort to make time for her husband and to talk to each other rather...
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Is that something that started at the beginning?
Making sure we spent time together? Yes, to begin with when Miriam had her first operation because she was so new and she was our first child, it wasn't really an issue because we were only used to relating to each other and there was just this new thing that we hadn't quite got used to yet. So for the first time it wasn't really an issue, we were just kind of in each other's arms the entire time. But certainly for subsequent operations we have had to really concentrate, certainly I've had to really concentrate on it. Making sure that I do give [my husband] time because I think it can be a terrible strain on a relationship. And it is, even in a strong relationship, a strain. So to be able to make sure you're spending time with your husband as well rather than just focusing on the child, which is the natural kind of nature instinct is to look after the child because your husband can, in theory look after himself. I think it is important but hard to do.
Her 3 year old daughter's operations had not delayed her development and she is able to do what...
Her 3 year old daughter's operations had not delayed her development and she is able to do what...
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But it's a very short period of time that you have to be careful anyway and even then the instructions that you are given about what to avoid and what to be careful of, people are very realistic about what toddlers get up to. And it has not stopped Miriam doing a thing, I shouldn't have thought, nothing. She's just done the normal things, I don't think it's held her up.