Jewish Health

I think the best piece of advice or information I’ve ever been given is that you really have to be your own advocate at every stage of your process and don’t just take it as given. Always understand and push and be sure that you’re happy with what you’re getting and that the quality of your care is what you expect and deserve. Even in a place like the [hospital] which is brilliant and in the private patients’ day unit where you would expect it to be incredibly brilliant, there are systemic problems and there are process problems. My experience as a recipient sometimes has been more stressful than I believe it ever should have been. There are some who agree with me and I had to complain on one occasion, well I was asked to complain by the nurses, and it got taken very seriously. I’ve noticed since then there are improvements. 

 

Yes, that Crohn’s is… can be extremely inconvenient. It can be painful, but don’t ignore it. It is important that you see your doctors, have the tests, and be aware. And also think of yourself. If you’re feeling rough with it, then, you know, I know it’s hard to say, but at least try and rest up. Give yourself a bit of space because if you don’t, no one else is going to. So accept that you have this, and take care of yourself as much as possible, because you’re the important one.

 

Message? Well I I don’t know if I’ve got a message for them, but I say I totally understand if they’re feeling shocked and stunned and they’ve got some choices to make, but when they’re ready to make those choices, they can take control back. And actually, you know, it’s very raw for me still, very raw, you know, but the ovaries are separate but my boobs, great. It’s not, it’s not fantastic, you know, of course I’d rather not have that, but life go… it’s fine. It’s fine. Having a mastectomy. I would, the message I would give to somebody is “You want to see what my boobs look like? Because they’re great. See my boobs and you know what, it’s okay. But you’ll be here and that’s what matters.” That’s kind of where I’m at, but you’ve got to get there yourself. You won’t get there by people telling you that, you’ve got to go through everything and come where you’re going to be at the end emotionally, because everyone’s just, you know, different. I actually probably took longer to get there than most, and I think most of the people, “Oh my God I’ve got that. Take it out. Get my boobs off.” You know, but I wasn’t like that. I fought tooth and nail to keep my body intact. But BRCA won and I had to listen to the doctors and it’s not a good place to be having that gene.

 

I just want people to know there are plenty of us out here, and the best thing for me has been talking to other people who are carriers. It can be the most isolating thing in the world to think you have this mutation and you don’t know anybody else. Just try and find other people. Look online, go to support groups if you can find any, but talk to other people, because it is really, really frightening and I’ve seen a lot of people who look like they’re falling to pieces because their partners don’t understand what’s going on inside their head. So just make sure you talk to people and talk about it because it’s not nearly as scary as you think when you talk to someone else.

 

 

Well I would just tell them to be aware, and it’s a good idea to, well they would only be aware that they had that deficiency if they had been to haematology. They would have found out through blood checks. But always if you’re having any surgery or any procedures done, always tell the surgeon that you have this problem. I know that there are certain little procedures that could be done, and when they hear about it, sometimes the surgeons are scared to go ahead with something, because they think, oh she’s going to bleed, it’s going to affect the... I might get sued or something like that, so it doesn’t happen that way, it there’s always a remedy, a very easy remedy now. 

 

And I know my son said, “Having fresh frozen plasma injected into you”, he said, “It’s like having a transplant,” [laughs]. You know, your blood is going into your veins and everything. But if you have a blood transfusion and you bleed it’s the same thing, that’s going into your veins, just the same. So there’s no danger with it really. It’s just the case, it’s a nuisance. But you have to be aware and to tell whoever you’re going to visit that this is going to happen.

 

I think, also I was told that even if you have a dental extraction, or some gum surgery, or something like that, you should always tell the dentist to be aware, just in case. It’s very rarely anything happens with small type of procedures like that, but you have to be aware, just in case.

I would just say learn your own body and what you can and can’t eat don’t let anybody tell you what you can and can’t eat because it doesn’t work like that. It doesn’t work like that, you have to, you know best. You have to try and, and see. If you can’t eat that particular type of food, you’ll know very, very quickly that you can’t, this doesn’t agree with you, and it’s probably not going to change. It’s not like allergies that can come and go. 

 

Because also I went to try some homeopathic treatments and naturopathy, you know, and they told me, oh you have to eat this, that and the other. I said “I can’t eat that. This is grain, this is going to destroy my bowels. “Oh no, it’s fantastic. It’s healthy. You have to eat it”. The fact is that I can’t, and it doesn’t matter how someone believes that I can. You have to see and learn for yourself. It’s the only way.

 

Well, if you’re thinking about getting tested, be prepared for not hearing what you don’t want to hear, but treat it that it’s good to know, rather than being oblivious. For someone that’s been diagnosed, I was given by someone who’s been in and out of remission with ovarian cancer, who’s a friend of, a friend of mine. When I saw her, literally just as I found out, she said to me, “Treat the disease with the contempt it deserves.” And that’s exactly what I did. I did. And even though I was lying there and I could feel… because it goes, the chemo, to your nerve endings, and you get these shooting pains and you feel like rubbish. I laid there and I thought bring it on. The more I hurt, the more ill I feel, even though I didn’t walk around like I was that ill, the better it was. I just thought ‘good, get it’. And that’s it. Just stay positive. It is really the key. Do not let it think for one minute; this disease, treat it like it’s your enemy and do not, for once let it see that you’re weak and that you’re going to let it get you. Because it will, if you, it will. It might not. But it certainly has more of a chance. You really have to be positively mental, you know, ahead of it. And that’s all I can say really because that’s all that I did and still here. Thank God. Yes.

 

 

Marilyn: I think we would have two different types of messages.

 

Stewart: What? A message to somebody who’s found out they’ve got the factor 11 deficiency? I would assume that, the hospital and your GP know about it. And allow the doctors to look after you as best as they can and take whatever advice they want to give you. Like simple things as not having aspirin because you mustn’t thin your blood because it’s thin enough without being helped by medication. If you have to take cold or flu treatments, make sure you take the advice and keep to the advice that the doctors give you. Because at the end of it all it cannot be cured, it can only be controlled.

 

 

To be a little bit more open-minded, you know, and listen. Listen to your patients, because as I said I’m really lucky with my consultant because he does listen. But I’ve been under doctors that are not interested in what the patient has got to say. They are just not, they look at you like a sample of something and if you’ve got a, b, and c then it must be x and no, there’s no place for any input from the, from the patient, and the patient, you know, even if they’re not the most clever person in the world, they still know their own body and they can feel what’s happening with them. And I know that if people will listen more, things will be easier for both sides. 

 

Also, because there are different consultants for different issues, and it’s only the patient that can see the whole picture. You know, if there’s any ENT consultant that looks at one thing, and the pain consultant looks at something else, and then internal medicine looks at one thing, and sometimes if you bring everything together and look at it as a whole, it’s one person after all. It’s not divided into bits. And things are a lot easier to cope with and I suppose to diagnose as well.

 

I think health professionals need to encourage patients to meet other people, they need to know more about where they can find support groups because you go along to your GP and they sort of talk to you and get excited about your mutation and it makes you feel there is something seriously wrong with you. And they need to say, there are support groups for this. There are places you can go to talk to other people. I think that is the most important thing, that they put people in contact with other people and just explaining things clearly. Not just throwing a bunch of numbers at people saying you’ve got a chance of this, this, this, this, this because that’s terrifying. I think more counselling and an approach that’s the same all around the country because I come across people who have a totally different experience to me. So it would be nice if all the PCT’s did the same thing because otherwise some people are having a really good experience and other people are having a really horrible experience. And also just to be aware that when people go into surgery for risk reducing surgeries, people are going to feel very like frauds going into cancer wards. And just be aware of that, not necessarily do anything. Because we feel that we are taking up precious resources or time when we’re not ill.

 

I mean you look at people on the ward who have lost their hair or who are really, really ill and you think ‘I’m fine, there is nothing wrong with me and I’m being treated as well as they are. I’m getting the same level of care and there is nothing wrong with me’. And you feel horribly guilty that they may not make it and you are being given this amazing chance and the nurses are coming round and being lovely to you and the doctors are being nice and you think ‘I don’t deserve this, there’s nothing wrong with me’. And you feel like shouting ‘There’s nothing wrong with me, don’t be nice to me. I feel bad because the woman in the next bed is really ill’ and I just feel awful.