Sonia
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At the time of the interview Sonia was a full-time university student.
At the time of the interview Sonia was a full-time university student. She is white British.
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It took several years for Sonia to be diagnosed with ankylosing spondylitis. During this time the pain spread from her ankle to her bum, legs and lower back.
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It took several years for Sonia to be diagnosed with ankylosing spondylitis. During this time the pain spread from her ankle to her bum, legs and lower back.
Sonia's mum wondered if Sonia's symptoms were psychological. Sonia felt that her doctors may have...
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Sonia's mum wondered if Sonia's symptoms were psychological. Sonia felt that her doctors may have...
I never thought that I was making it up. My mum did. For a bit she was not convinced but she was sort of you know, she’d drop it into the conversation, “You don’t think it might be just psychological?” “No Mum, like you know you can prod it and it hurts. It’s not like it’s just this pain that’s just there. It’s attached to something. I know that these bits of my spine don’t hurt when you press them but these bits do. I don’t think that’s psychological.” But she thought for a while it was. And I began to suspect that maybe the doctors thought that too because they just didn’t seem to know what to do. Yeah.
Sonia felt that her doctor was insensitive when he diagnosed her with ankylosing spondylitis. He was excited about the discovery because he was having difficulties diagnosing her.
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Sonia felt that her doctor was insensitive when he diagnosed her with ankylosing spondylitis. He was excited about the discovery because he was having difficulties diagnosing her.
Sonia thought about the best way of killing herself but felt 'too chicken at the time' to have gone through with it. She also felt guilty because this would have angered her sister.
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Sonia thought about the best way of killing herself but felt 'too chicken at the time' to have gone through with it. She also felt guilty because this would have angered her sister.
When Sonia's medication began to work she felt less pain and stiffness. This made her less angry and more confident.
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When Sonia's medication began to work she felt less pain and stiffness. This made her less angry and more confident.
Sonia's counsellor taught her to make balanced judgements rather than seeing the world negatively. This did not change how much pain Sonia felt.
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