Rosie
At the start of the school year (September 2021), Rosie was in close contact with a friend at school who tested positive for Covid. She then realised she had lost her sense of taste and so self-isolated for 10 days but had two negative PCR tests. After isolating Rosie developed many symptoms including dizziness, noise and light sensitivity, concentration problems and extreme fatigue, which have persisted, and she has been unable to return to school fulltime. Rosie was interviewed in December 2021.
Rosie was 16 at the time of the interview and in year 12 at school doing her AS levels. She lives at home with her parents and has three younger sisters and an older brother. Ethnicity: Northern Irish.
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At the start of the school year (September 2021), Rosie was in close contact with a friend at school who tested positive for Covid. She realised she had lost her sense of taste and so self-isolated for 10 days but had two negative PCR tests. She was planning to go back to school after isolating but fainted and developed more and more symptoms, so she stayed off school for further two weeks. She tried to return to school on multiple occasions but continued to feel faint and dizzy. Blood tests by the GP came back clear, but her GP thought she might have Long Covid.
Rosie finds the mornings the most difficult. Her dizziness improves during the day, but she has to manage her energy levels carefully and has to rest even after “just getting up and eating breakfast.” She needs frequent rests between short activities. Rosie finds listening to audio books of stories she knows helpful, as she already knows what is happening but still feels she is using her brain. She really struggles with reading. She and her dad have connected with a Facebook group for Long Covid to connect and share with people who know exactly how it feels.
Rosie has three younger sisters and an older brother, and she feels “it’s definitely been different around the house. They’ve had to be a lot quieter because I’m really sensitive to noise and light, so we’d have to be eating dinner with candles instead of the kitchen light on.” Rosie doesn’t have the energy for long walks or board games. She shares a room with one of her sisters and a lot of time she is resting so her sister can’t be in there – the lights have to be on low or a green light, so her sister has to do her homework somewhere else.
She has had a lot of appointments with different doctors and feels some of them seem to grasp the concept of Long Covid more than others. Her physio didn’t really believe in how she was feeling because she had had a negative PCR test for Covid, and she find this quite frustrating.
She had her first vaccination a week before catching Covid but has since had her second vaccine and booster. She felt more muscle pain a couple of days after the second vaccine but no other noticeable changes.
Rosie has been able to return to school recently but only for art classes as she doesn’t feel she can concentrate on other lessons due to her symptoms and brain fog. She is trying to get back to her other classes and her teachers have posted work on Google classroom but so far, she has been unable to do it. Her art teacher “came up with the idea of basing my whole art project around Long Covid, because we have a theme of fragmented, so that works quite well with how my life is at the moment, compared to how it used to be.”
Before Covid, Rosie was an active Irish dancer who competed in competitions. She still goes to classes but just to watch and see her friends dance. She feels too exhausted all the time to participate. Her friends have been supportive and have visited but “they can’t get like the full picture because they don’t know how it feels.” She tries to go in a bit early to her art class at school so she can catch up with them over lunch. In our interview, Rosie hoped to be able to do her AS levels but thought she may have to resit them the following year. She worries about being behind a year in school and in a different class to her friends and missing out.
Rosie since achieved a B grade in her AS art but could not manage the other two subjects. The school were unable to accommodate her doing one subject for A2 level, so she has had to leave and now studies Art and Design at a further Education College in Belfast. It is hard work getting there and back but she is just about managing.
On 1 December, she has the opening of a Long Covid Kids art exhibition in Northern Ireland.
Rosie said that some doctors ‘seem to grasp the concept…more than others.’ She was frustrated that her physiotherapist appeared fixated on the lack of a positive Covid test result.
Rosie said that some doctors ‘seem to grasp the concept…more than others.’ She was frustrated that her physiotherapist appeared fixated on the lack of a positive Covid test result.
I’ve had a lot of appointments with the GP and a lot of different doctors, and some of them seem to grasp the concept-, concept more than others. So, there was one appointment where the GP said to try and go out for walks a couple of times a day, but I don’t, just don’t have enough energy for that. my physio at the start, was very adamant about the fact that I didn’t get a positive result, so that was, sort of, a bit disheartening because, obviously, he didn’t really believe me in how I was feeling, but then we had more tests done and he seemed to be happier with the fact that they all came back clear. But that was just a bit strange because he didn’t like believe that it was the like a thing and that I had it and I didn’t have Covid and things like that, and just telling me that if it wasn’t a positive result, then it wasn’t Covid, but obviously there’s the tests aren’t 100 % accurate. So that was quite frustrating.
Rosie felt her dizziness was worst in the morning. It would get better across the day depending on how much energy she had.
Rosie felt her dizziness was worst in the morning. It would get better across the day depending on how much energy she had.
Yeah, yeah, the mornings is definitely the hardest because that’s when the dizziness happens, so the mornings aren’t good at all, and then as the day goes on, I improve a little bit, but it’s, sort of, up and down, it just, kind of depends what I’m doing in the day and how much energy that takes out of me.
Rosie said her teachers were understanding, particularly her art teacher who helped her work out what she still needed to do for her AS level qualification.
Rosie said her teachers were understanding, particularly her art teacher who helped her work out what she still needed to do for her AS level qualification.
And then pretty much since September, I’ve only been in school for three days. recently I’ve been trying to go in for art classes because it’s-, I don’t have to concentrate, which is a problem for me, I can’t concentrate and with, like, reading and stuff, so art was a good option to have and to go in and just sit and, sort of, relax and actually get to see my teacher to talk about what work needed to be done to, sort of, get me my AS Level.
Have your teachers said anything to you about it, or have you felt like they’ve been understanding?
I feel like most of my teachers have. I, the other two subjects I do are psychology and RS, and I pretty much haven’t done any work since well, when we started and I was in for that couple of days. I haven’t done any work on that, but the teachers have been putting stuff up on Google Classroom just in case I feel, if I did feel well enough, I could do some work, work to maybe catch up; I haven’t managed to do any of that yet. But my art teacher has been really good about it all and she’s been, she sat, a few weeks ago, and worked out what work absolutely needed to be done, for me, so I had like a specific task to focus on while the rest of the class moved onto whatever they were doing next in the topic. So that was quite nice, and she came up with the idea of basing my whole art project around Long Covid, because we have a theme of fragmented, so that works quite well with how my life is at the moment, compared to how it used to be.
That’s good that your teacher was able to work around your situation.
Yeah.
Can you talk to me a little bit more about how you feel like that relates with being fragmented?
So I used-, well, I am an Irish dancer, so I used to take part in competitions, and from like that point of my life, I still used to go to classes just to sit and watch and see my friends dance and like my life has sort of fallen apart a little bit to how it used to be, so I can’t do as much as I used to be able to do because of the symptoms and just feeling exhausted all the time.
Rosie joined a group with her dad and appreciated the connections with others who ‘properly understand.’
Rosie joined a group with her dad and appreciated the connections with others who ‘properly understand.’
Yeah I did, there was a group on Facebook that my dad joined and we did meetings on Mondays for six weeks, and we talked about strategies of that have helped for us, and so then other people could try them and just sometimes just chatting to each other about what we’ve been going through, so we can, sort of, connect with people who know exactly how it feels.
Yeah, did you find that to be helpful?
Yeah, I did.
Yeah, is that because of being able, you know, to relate really closely to their experiences?
Yeah, it was nice to talk to people who, like, properly understood, and even the occupational therapists who ran the group, they had chronic fatigue, or Long Covid, so even they, as well, knew, like, how it was and what, like, you had to deal with each day.
Rosie felt upset when she thought she might drop a year behind all her friends at school. She missed not being able to do “everything I want to do.”
Rosie felt upset when she thought she might drop a year behind all her friends at school. She missed not being able to do “everything I want to do.”
It’s quite, it’s really strange because there’s so much going on but then not at the same time. Like, I don’t have all the stuff happening that used to happen, so I’m, sort of, worried about missing out on that, and there’s, like, the aspect of school that I don’t know what’s going to happen with my AS Levels, so I don’t know whether I’m going to be able to do them this year or whether I’m going to have to just redo the year next year and then I’ll be a year behind, which is a bit upsetting because then all my friends and will be in the year above and I won’t have them in classes and stuff like that. It’s mainly just upset that I miss out on things and I can’t do everything that I want to do, and then going to do something and just knowing that after I’m going to feel terrible, which is not a nice feeling really.