Experiences of Covid-19 and Intensive Care

Surgical treatments and complications

Deciding whether, or when, to have surgery can be difficult. Jeannie, Jenny, Kerry, and others were not enthusiastic about surgery because of the “things that can go wrong”. Eve, Rose and Cynthia do not want surgery at the moment because it would be disruptive in their busy lives, and they knew it might not be successful or there might be complications. Others, like Elly, told us that they wanted surgical repair because they felt that the potential benefits from surgery were worth the risks.

This section covers:

  • Surgical repair for prolapse
  • Mesh surgery 
  • Hysterectomy
  • Instillations, urethral dilatation, and bulking agents  

In this section we use the terms:
Pelvic organ prolapse (prolapse) is a condition in which pelvic organs, like the bladder and uterus (sometimes called the womb), move down or slip out of place and may bulge into the vagina.

Urinary incontinence is the unintentional loss of wee/urine. There are other bladder symptoms that do not involve incontinence, such as needing to urinate a lot, getting up at night a lot for a wee, or difficulties emptying the bladder.

UTIs (Urinary Tract Infections) are when bacteria infect the system that stores urine (such as the bladder). There are other types of conditions that can involve bladder irritation and pain, such as interstitial cystitis (also called bladder pain syndrome).

Cynthia, who developed a prolapse after giving birth, has never wanted “to go down the surgical line” and uses a pessary to manage her prolapse.

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Cynthia, who developed a prolapse after giving birth, has never wanted “to go down the surgical line” and uses a pessary to manage her prolapse.

Age at interview: 57
Sex: Male
Age at diagnosis: 57
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I haven't seen another consultant or registrar in gynaecology. I’m looked after by the urogynae nurses. I go every six months. They just check me over and change the ring pessary and go through a kind of quick check list, everything’s all right and what my symptoms are. I’ve had a couple of kind of longer conversations with them about what a kind of surgical intervention would look like. And I’ve just decided, it’s not for me at the moment, partly, I still feel partly because of the emotional process I’ve been through I’m just not ready to engage with an operation. Partly because of uncertainty around what the right operation would be and knowing that surgery is not always successful for these kind of conditions and there are complications, and partly from knowing that the recommendations were that I’d need probably you know up to six weeks off work, which has just never felt feasible and certainly when the children were younger and I was told having to be lifting toddlers and car seats and buggies and so on also not realistic to say I can’t do heavy lifting for a period of time. And so I guess really based on all of those reasons, I haven't kind of really ever wanted to go any further down a surgical line. And so I’m left in a situation which is kind of a bit like being in limbo. I mean, I’ve got a way of controlling symptoms. I don’t really think about it much on a day-to-day basis. But I am having to go back every six months. There’s a, you know, there’s some risks of the pessary kind of causing vaginal ulceration or other complications or that it’ll kind of come out or dislodge at some point and then I’ll, you know, have a hassle to try and sort it out. But that hasn’t happened. So, I suppose for me, at the moment, the limbo is the least bad choice. And I’ve still got my head slightly in the sand about it all. And that’s another reason for just sticking with the limbo because I can’t face doing anything else about it.
 

 

Surgical repair for prolapse

Several of the women that we talked to, including Elisabeth, Sarah, and Jo, had undergone surgical repairs to the front (anterior) or back (posterior) vaginal wall to treat bladder (cystocele) or bowel (rectocele) prolapses. Sarah felt that her anterior repair “wasn’t particularly successful” as it didn’t help her stress incontinence, whereas Georgina was happy with the outcome of her rear wall repair for a rectocele. Amy, who has Ehlers Danlos Syndrome, a condition that makes joints and skin unusually stretchy, worries about choosing the right time for a repair because she has been told that waiting until after menopause might mean the surgery would be less effective.

Elisabeth underwent two posterior repairs. The first was “horrendous” and the second was “brilliant for six months” until it stopped working.

Elisabeth underwent two posterior repairs. The first was “horrendous” and the second was “brilliant for six months” until it stopped working.

Age at interview: 61
Sex: Female
Conditions/symptoms: pelvic organ prolapse, urinary incontinence, mesh complications
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I also had another rectocele operation to fix my prolapse and went into hospital, everything was absolutely fine, came round and I actually asked them if they’d done the operation because I had no pain I was just like when the nurse came to see me to make sure I was alright I said, “Have they done it?” and she said “Yes, why?” I said “Because I have no pain whatsoever” and I can remember her saying to me “Do you want pain?” and I said “No this is my second operation like this and the first one I was in agony, I was on my hands and knees on the floor” and I said “I was just, they gave me, I think they gave me morphine,” I said, “I was in such a pickle.” And she said “No it’s all been done, you’re absolutely fine”. So that was brilliant and that was brilliant for six months, six months was just wonderful and then it, it stopped working again and back came my rectocele so that was that, but in the meantime, I think I’d decided well I can live with that because also when I had my hysterectomy and I had my tape, life was just wonderful again.

 

Dr. Matthew Izett-Kay, a consultant urogynaecologist, discusses the role of surgery in managing prolapse and some things to think about when considering surgery.

Dr. Matthew Izett-Kay, a consultant urogynaecologist, discusses the role of surgery in managing prolapse and some things to think about when considering surgery.

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Surgery is a really complicated discussion, and that’s for a number of reasons. First of all, surgery can have complications, and if you have a complication clearly that can affect your quality of life. And then there are a huge range of surgical options for women with vaginal prolapse. We can go through the vagina, we can go through the tummy. It can involve a hysterectomy, it can involve them keeping their womb. It can use stitches, it can use mesh.

So the surgical options that you’ll be offered will really depend on the type of prolapse you have, what your expectations are, what your surgeon is able to offer you comfortable offer, offer you think is best. And we’ve got some great tools and decision aids that can help guide you into in terms of the type of surgery. The last thing I’ll mention is surgery for bowel problems. So that’s a difficult area, we’ll often involve our colorectal colleagues with that. There are treatments for bowel prolapse what’s called rectal prolapse that are done by colorectal surgeons, but we may also offer you vaginal surgery for vaginal bowel prolapse as well. So those would be the sorts of things that we’d often discuss with patients.

So one of the things that people often talk about if they’ve exhausted conservative management, they’ve tried therapies and their thinking about surgery, is the impact that surgery will have on life. And that’s particularly difficult if you’ve got a caring role for either children or a partner or a relative, it can have impact on work. For most forms of prolapse surgery there is a relatively substantial recovery. And that’s because we’re generally restoring quite a sensitive part of the body, and trying to restore an anatomical deformity, it involves an element of surgery. So for most people recovering from, from surgery you’ll often be in hospital for a day or two, you’ll often be reasonably sore for a couple of weeks and for most forms of prolapse incontinence surgery for about six weeks you’ll be advised not to drive, not to have intercourse, to avoid heavy lifting, and that can be very difficult if that’s part of your day to day or work. And for some people perhaps because they’re older, more frail, they have other medical complexities, having surgery for prolapse incontinence can take months to get better and recover from. So it’s important you think and you ask your clinician how long can you expect to be recovering so that you can help plan your life.

Vickie, Leeanne, and others had more than one surgical procedure at the same time. Vickie had a perineal repair at the same time as having her “bladder and bowel lifted”. Leeanne had “quite a long operation” which involved anterior, posterior, perineal repairs, TVT surgery (a vaginal mesh implant), and a laparoscopy to investigate endometriosis. A few women, including Gwen, had a repair and a hysterectomy during the same surgery.

 
It could take a long time to recover from surgery. Vickie said that she would like to have felt more prepared for the emotional impact of surgery. Jo sometimes said she still feels “pressure in my bottom” ten months after her anterior and posterior repair but she now feels really well, “psychologically, emotionally, physically, spiritually”.
 

It took Jo a long time to recover from her surgical repair and she needed to give herself time to heal.

It took Jo a long time to recover from her surgical repair and she needed to give herself time to heal.

Age at interview: 52
Sex: Female
Condition: pelvic organ prolapse
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But the consequences, you know, and obviously you’ve got to, you’ve got to, the difficult thing I had was not being able to do anything. You know you have to lie there, you have to rest, you can’t be walking around, you know you have got to allow your body to recover, and you know, and I found that really, really, really hard, actually resting and not doing nothing. And for those people what have, I mean for me, to a degree, I was able to because you know my children are that bit older, but if people are having it and they’ve got young children, you know it would be, and you know not being able to pick them up, not being, you know I couldn’t pick my grandson up.
 
You know it’s, it’s, it’s really hard, and not, you know they say about a kettle and things like that you know, no weight. Because you don’t realise how much you use this core, this core section for, you know what it is, you know just lifting up a kettle, you don’t realise. And you, and you couldn’t even do that in the first week or few weeks. And you know, you know things like that. So, I think from that perspective it’s, it’s really hard, and not being able to drive, no, that, that’s by the by. But no, it’s, it’s not being able to anything really, even the simple things what you take for granted. And it’s, I’d say it took months and months really, now, to fully recover.

 

 

Mesh surgery

A number of women we talked to, including Julie, Mary Y, Elisabeth, and Katy, had undergone Tension-free Vaginal Tape (TVT) or TVT-obturator (TVT-O) procedures. This involves an operation to fit a synthetic mesh ‘tape’ to lift the bladder and treat urinary incontinence, or to hold the pelvic organs in place to treat prolapse. Sarah had been really pleased that she was no longer incontinent following mesh surgery, as this has had such a big impact on her life.

For several years, Elisabeth, who had mesh surgery for incontinence, was really pleased to have her life “back on track”.

For several years, Elisabeth, who had mesh surgery for incontinence, was really pleased to have her life “back on track”.

Age at interview: 61
Sex: Female
Conditions/symptoms: pelvic organ prolapse, urinary incontinence, mesh complications
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And then the next thing I remember of course is waking up and somebody talking to me saying we’ve done it, we’ve done the tape we’ve also done the hysterectomy, we’ve left your ovaries and that was that. I think you sort of, they come and see you and you’re still groggy under anaesthetic and things but that was brilliant, so I came round and it was like alright okay here we go start my life, fantastic. I was discharged from hospital and then I had an awful urinary infection or infection where I had to go to the GP and go on antibiotics but that all soon sorted itself out and then that was wonderful. I felt absolutely amazing within, I mean there was the weeks of recovery and everything else but just felt amazing and suddenly my life was back on track, no awful periods, no incontinence it was great, I could dance, I could run, I could cough, I could play with the kids it was just unbelievable and to all intents and purposes an absolutely brilliant success.

 

Dr. Matthew Izett-Kay, a consultant urogynaecologist, discusses the role of mesh and considerations when thinking about mesh removal.

Dr. Matthew Izett-Kay, a consultant urogynaecologist, discusses the role of mesh and considerations when thinking about mesh removal.

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So it might be that you’ve had prolapse or incontinence surgery that’s involved mesh, or you think you’ve involved it, it’s involved mesh. Now for the vast majority of patients that have had mesh augmented, so prolapse or incontinence surgery that involves mesh, the vast majority are well. The vast majority don’t have problems, and the vast majority get improvement. But sadly because it was used so commonly and still is often used, there are a significant proportion of women that have had really life altering or devastating problems from the use of mesh.

The types of problems that mesh may cause commonly include pain, it might cause chronic infection, it might cause discharge, the mesh may move or migrate away from where it was placed into surrounding structures like the bladder or the bowel. So, either because of worry about problems or having an overt problem like pain or mesh moving, extruding into another organ you may have a conversation with your GP, gynaecologist or a specialist mesh removal surgery, surgeon, about removing mesh. The decision to remove mesh sometimes is very simple or easy. So if for example mesh is sat in your bladder or your bowels, and is causing them really significant problems that might be quite an easy decision for you to make with your clinician. But often it’s more complicated. So you might not have any symptoms from the mesh being in the wrong place. There might be a worry that your pain is related to other aspects of your health and wellbeing, or it might be that where the mesh is placed there is a worry about mesh removal causing significant other complications. NICE, the National Institute for Health and Care Excellence, does have a decision aid for women thinking about removal of mesh that was used for either prolapse or incontinence. So I would encourage people thinking about mesh removal first of all to use the NICE decision aids and to have a chat with their clinician. I think it’s really important that if patients feel that they’re not getting the answer they want, or they’re not getting their concerns taken seriously that they ask to be referred to a specialist, and if their concerns aren’t being taken seriously by their specialist, they ask to be referred to a mesh centre. So NHS England has commissioned a number of centres in the UK, across the UK, to be available for women who have had a mesh augmented prolapse surgery to discuss the pros and cons of removal. Mostly that would be for patients that are having problems, but for some people it’ll be because of a concern or worry about problems. Hopefully that environment and those clinicians will help form a relationship with you to discuss the problems or concerns you’re having, to discuss the options. They’ll often involve other specialists like pain specialists, physiotherapists, bowel specialists and bladder specialists to come to an agreement as to what your options may be. If they’re talking about removal, there’ll be a number of important discussions that they have with you. The first would be what the potential risks are: is there a risk of damaging things? Is there a risk of needing a stoma or a bag? Is there a risk of injuring your bladder and needing a catheter? And for a lot of the mesh that’s been put in, those were quite significant or real risks. One of the biggest difficulties we have is talking about pain and mesh. So if mesh appears to be in the right location but someone has pain, there’ll be a number of non-surgical options. If you’re talking about mesh removal it’s very difficult, we still don’t really know how likely you are to get benefit, whether that benefit is going to be permanent, and whether it’s actually the mesh that’s causing the pain or the mesh surgery. There’s a huge number of patients that will get pain with mesh, but that pain maybe many different causes, and so really you want to work with your specialist or work out whether we really think that mesh removal is likely to give you benefit. And when you’re having that conversation, they’ll discuss removing a bit of the mesh, all of the mesh, doing another procedure at the same time. So for example if you’ve had an incontinence mesh device like a sling or TVT, there’s a significant proportion that, there’s a significant likelihood that your incontinence will come back so they may discuss doing another incontinence procedure at the same time. And I think really the focus, I think the main message that I want to say to patients considering mesh removal surgery is that this is a really individualised decision. It’s about you and what’s affecting you, and coming together with your clinicians, your family and potentially support groups, there’s lots of online support groups for patients with mesh problems, but coming up with an individualised plan because what you may have read about or heard from someone else may not apply for you or to you.

However, while mesh surgery had been a solution for some women, others we talked to, including Sian, Fran, Susan, Carole, and Penny, had experienced complications. Fran and Gwen were unable to pass urine and were sent home with a catheter. Susan, Fran and Gwen recalled being in uncontrollable pain. Carole and Penny vividly remember their wounds bleeding. Penny, and others, experienced urinary urgency after surgery. Julie, Gwen, Katy had post-operative or persistent infections. Sian told us that the mesh surgery had left her “traumatised”.
 
Sophie, Jackie, and Elisabeth told us that their lives had improved for some time after surgery until the mesh started to ‘erode’. When playing tennis Elisabeth felt pain like “needles” in her groin which became excruciating. After months, or sometimes years, of unexplained symptoms, Julie, Carole, Penny, Mary Y, and others, eventually found out that their mesh had ‘eroded’, causing painful symptoms.
 

Jackie was initially “thrilled to bits” with her mesh surgery because she was no longer incontinent. However, over time, the mesh broke through into her vagina making sex painful for her and her husband.

Jackie was initially “thrilled to bits” with her mesh surgery because she was no longer incontinent. However, over time, the mesh broke through into her vagina making sex painful for her and her husband.

Age at interview: 65
Sex: Female
Conditions/symptoms: urinary incontinence, mesh complications
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I mean obviously having the initial surgery, I was absolutely over the moon because I wasn’t, I didn’t have the stress incontinence because, you know, it got to the, the point really where if we were in town together, me and my husband and he’d grab my arm and say, “Come get this, get across the road,” you know, between cars, I couldn’t, you know, I just, just couldn’t do it because I’d wee myself. So I was absolutely elated, you know, once I’ve recovered from the surgery and, and it was like, wow I was back to normal and then as time went by it was getting more uncomfortable to be intimate with my husband and it was getting more uncomfortable for me to sit down and I was thinking, I don’t understand what this is and this, this constant discomfort in the lower abdomen and I, I felt myself internally and could actually feel the, the mesh in several places and as I say, you know, I just felt, I thought ‘What on earth is going on here?’ I just didn’t understand because I’d only just heard about mesh problems at that time and then of course we couldn’t be intimate because it had, it had actually quite substantially injured my husband as well, you know, you can imagine sharp plastic is, is horrible and my mood just started to go down and down really because we, we couldn’t be intimate.

 

Although Mary Y had severe groin pain, her consultant had seemed sceptical and said that it couldn’t be due to the mesh.

Although Mary Y had severe groin pain, her consultant had seemed sceptical and said that it couldn’t be due to the mesh.

Age at interview: 62
Sex: Female
Conditions/symptoms: urinary incontinence, mesh complications
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And actually for a couple of years with it, it partially worked, only partially so I would still leak but only to a manageable amount. So I went back after many, after about eight years I think, I went back to the consultant and I said was having a lot of pain in my groin. And the fact that I couldn’t stand for more than five to ten minutes without pain so walking any distance and going anywhere was always fraught with concerns for how I was going to manage should the pain start because I, once it started I needed to sit down and you can’t go and sit down when you’re on a walk or in the, especially in the rain and or in public places it, it can be very difficult to manage. So I went to the consultant and he was very sceptical. I don’t think he even believed me. I think he thought it was all in my head and I said, I feel, I thought it might have been the mesh,” and he said, “Well it can’t possibly be.”

 


  
Penny, Julie, Jamie, and others told us that healthcare professionals often had not “believed” that the mesh could be causing their symptoms. Fran felt that no one listened to her concerns or admitted that it might be the mesh.
 

Since her mesh surgery, Fran feels incredibly low that she now has to live a “medical life” instead of “having my own life”, and she is deeply concerned about the future.

Since her mesh surgery, Fran feels incredibly low that she now has to live a “medical life” instead of “having my own life”, and she is deeply concerned about the future.

Age at interview: 59
Sex: Female
Conditions/symptoms: pelvic organ prolapse, urinary incontinence, mesh complications
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It’s too much, it’s like you’ve got your pain aspect that you’re constantly in pain and that never goes away and you’re, you’re just taking medication all the time. The bladder uh, constantly living around your bladder problem, like going to the toilet, how long you’re on the toilet. It’s just all of it, the hernia. I don’t know it’s all of it. It’s all of it [interruption] just cannot, there’s a whole mess of medical things that your life is around, becomes medical, like instead of you having a life, it becomes a ‘medical life’, a medical problem, you are a ‘medical problem’ instead of having your own life anymore. They’ve just taken it away; it’s gone because of just the one procedure. But I can’t, I just don’t, you know, just I think the mental health, you know, its psychologically having to deal with the fact that you’re going to get worse. It’s scary, you know, as I say it’s frightening. That’s me, I’m frightened for the future, I’m frightened for if they take it out. I’m frightened if they don’t take it out so, you know, you don’t know which way to go and there isn’t any help in it, you know, they don’t, I think they’re trying to cut their lists in the mesh centres by trying to put off patients from having it removed now so they’re saying, you know, you’ll be better off learning to live with pain which is why they’re offering the psychological help in the pain management side because they want patients to learn to mentally live with it but I don’t see that as a long term solution to be honest.

 


 
Jamie, Carole, and others experienced worrying and life-changing symptoms with complications following mesh surgery. Jamie feels she is on a “horrible journey with mesh”. Carole, who has multiple pain and mobility issues following mesh surgery, felt ‘devastated’ as she had only suffered with “minor” urinary leakage before the operation but now thinks she will never “be right again”. Katy and Jackie have been diagnosed with fibromyalgia since their mesh surgery. Katy feels that this diagnosis was just “plucked out of the air” although getting a diagnosis has helped Jackie feel that she is not “going mad”. Jamie cannot get around without crutches or a wheelchair and has a permanent catheter.
 

The physical and psychological impacts of mesh complications have deeply impacted Susan’s life.

The physical and psychological impacts of mesh complications have deeply impacted Susan’s life.

Age at interview: 55
Sex: Female
Conditions/symptoms: urinary incontinence, mesh complications
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The psychological issues that, that come with anything, any health and, and we all know that when you go in for surgery there’s always risks, right. But most of those risks are told to you, none of the risks were ever mentioned to us. But yet they knew what the risks were, it’s on the packaging, I mean it even says, “May cause death.” You know I mean, I don’t know in the future if this is, if they don’t get it out what harm it’s going to do to me, is it going to cause me to have sepsis, is it going to, to cause me the, the, I mean, I know and my family know and they can see it on a daily basis how I’ve gone downhill. How I can’t stand and cook a meal. How I can’t, take a pot of boiling water of potatoes off the stove and go and drain it. How I can’t get into a shower. How my husband has to help me. I mean I’m only 55 years of age, you know, so they, I mean there’s, they the Hippocratic oath you know first do no harm, don’t do any harm.

 


 
Sian, Sophie, Leeanne, and Elisabeth are waiting for a consultation about having their mesh removed. Some described facing the choice between having the exposed mesh trimmed or covered, partial mesh removal, or full mesh removal. Sophie and Julie said they are worried about facing further surgery.
 
Jamie feels she made the right decision to have partial mesh removal because she was just having “pain in that one place”. Mary Y worries that full removal is “too much of a risk”. Carole and Katy still have pain and symptoms after part of their mesh was surgically removed, whereas Penny feels that her symptoms have improved “dramatically” since a full removal.
 

Sophie had six years of better quality of life after mesh surgery, but now that the mesh had eroded, she faces further surgery to remove all or some of the mesh, with the chance that her incontinence will also come back.

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Sophie had six years of better quality of life after mesh surgery, but now that the mesh had eroded, she faces further surgery to remove all or some of the mesh, with the chance that her incontinence will also come back.

Age at interview: 52
Sex: Female
Conditions/symptoms: stress urinary incontinence, pelvic organ prolapse, mesh complications
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But I’m definitely facing some kind of surgery and there’s also a 50% chance that any stress incontinence will return after that. So then there’s potential for another further surgery after that to fix that. So, it’s a horrific and devastating diagnosis really. And if I’d have known of all this before I had it done I would never have had the surgery, the TVT surgery in the first place, which is I think why I feel so angry about it because I was never offered any other choice. I didn’t know about the other options, surgical options, I was just told this is the solution, it’s fantastic, and away you go.
 
So, from going from that, like having my quality of life back for six years after what was probably up to ten years of losing my quality of life, because of stress incontinence, I’m now, I’m now facing major surgery. Much more major surgery than having a hysterectomy, to have a, to have a full removal, or even a partial removal like- the risks of that are not inconsequential, you know you can, you can go into the surgery. I, and I, again I feel a bit lucky because I’ve got this mesh erosion so basically, I’ve got prickly plastic sharp mesh sticking into my vagina, and if I go out for a walk it gets to a point where I can feel it, and it’s uncomfortable and things, but I haven’t got chronic pain. I haven’t got any, to my knowledge, any auto-immune conditions or any other physical, if you like, symptoms.

 

Leeanne is on a waiting list to have her mesh removed. She worries that removal surgery won’t help much as “the damage is done”, and attempts to remove the mesh may cause more damage.

Leeanne is on a waiting list to have her mesh removed. She worries that removal surgery won’t help much as “the damage is done”, and attempts to remove the mesh may cause more damage.

Age at interview: 49
Sex: Female
Conditions/symptoms: pelvic organ prolapse, urinary incontinence, mesh complications
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I’m on a wait list for removal. I have, however, decided to postpone my removal because the surgeons who are removing are competent and I’m very fortunate to be on the list of one of those people who are trying so hard to help, however, the government promised that there would’ve been mesh centres set up nationwide to assist us. But unfortunately, the hospitals don’t have the resources to provide suitable aftercare. So, horrific stories coming out from the ladies who’ve had it removal, but then don’t get their catheters or their packs taken out or have their three month follow up appointment, etc. And the operation is such Russian roulette, the mesh is never designed to come out, it embeds with your own tissue. It’s described as taking fish bones out of chewing gum or hair out of chewing gum, that sort of level. One of the so-called mesh centre specialists said to me, “Look, the damage is done. To be quite frank, the damage is done. All we can do by going in is maybe, maybe it halts that damage at the level that you have now. It won’t resolve the pain. But we run the risk of doing far more damage,” and that is the case, it’s Russian roulette. Some ladies come away successfully and others come away with is it called a stoma bag, for the bowel and for the bladder because of what damage that’s been done.

 

Sophie is deciding between a partial or full mesh removal, which come with accompanying sets of risks.

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Sophie is deciding between a partial or full mesh removal, which come with accompanying sets of risks.

Age at interview: 52
Sex: Female
Conditions/symptoms: stress urinary incontinence, pelvic organ prolapse, mesh complications
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So, and the more extensive the surgery obviously the greater risks of I suppose nerve damage and chronic pain and yeah nerve damage which means then possibly affecting mobility and things. But then having a partial removal sometimes from what I understand a) it can come back and then you can end up with more erosion, you can end up with more pain, and so I’ve just at the moment feel like having a partial removal is probably just delaying the inevitable full removal. And once the mesh is cut, which in a way, mine is already because it’s eroded through the skin, so it must be already breaking up in some way. Then you know the plastic that it’s made from it seems to then sort of trigger this foreign body reaction in some people, and so I’m afraid that if I went down the route of having a partial removal that I might just, that might in itself might trigger a sort of auto-immune foreign body reaction and I might be worse off.

 


  
Several, like Sophie and Katy, did not think that they had been told about any other treatment options for their incontinence before surgery. Katy, Mary Y, and others felt that they been “sold” mesh as a ‘gold-standard’ cure. Although Sophie said she had felt “desperate” because of the impact of incontinence on her life, she would not have had surgery if she had been aware of the potential consequences.
 

Sian had a “wonderful life” before her mesh surgery but feels she has now lost her independence and her dream of becoming a social worker.

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Sian had a “wonderful life” before her mesh surgery but feels she has now lost her independence and her dream of becoming a social worker.

Age at interview: 52
Sex: Female
Conditions/symptoms: urinary incontinence, mesh complications
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I just sort of drew back on what, touched upon really, basically, yeah about being promised 90-95% success rate on urinary incontinence. But instead I got 90-95% of my independence taken away. I rely on personal assistance for social and personal care and a primary and secondary carer just to get through the day. I had a dream of being a social worker and I had a place awarded to do my MA in social work at [university]. And now I have a social worker for my disabilities. You know, It’s quite sad.
 
I will say that, I had, I don’t know whether it will become under the last thing we were talking about, the participation in everyday life. I think it would. There was one thing I missed out and that was the loss of friends. Before mesh, I was a very outgoing person. I had lots of friends. And I, when I was married to my ex-husband, I had a lot of sister-in-laws who obviously had a lot of sister-in-laws because they were one of seven. There was always big groups of us. We all done things together. So had a really excellent social life and travelled abroad, you know, I had a wonderful life.
 

 


 
Sian, and others, feel angry because they think that the manufacturers of mesh, and the medical profession, had been aware of mesh erosion for some time before they started telling patients. At the time of the interview, a few, like Jamie, expressed surprise that there was not yet a database or register of complications to keep a check on things that are going wrong.

Hysterectomy

Several women we talked to had, or were considering, a hysterectomy as treatment for their urogynaecological condition. A few, like Elizabeth, Georgina, and Mary Y, had hysterectomies for other reasons, such as painful periods, heavy bleeding, or endometriosis. Jenny described her surgery as a “three-way thing” which included hysterectomy, anterior, and posterior prolapse repair. 

A few women, like. Georgina and Julie told us that having a hysterectomy was the best thing they had done. However, Katy, who also suffered pain and had TVT surgery before her hysterectomy, felt that it was the “worst thing I’ve ever done…bar from the TVT” because she had not been aware of the effect that having her ovaries removed would have on hormones, and she still had pain.
 
Jo, Mary Y and Penny, said they had not felt fully prepared for their womb (uterus) to be “gone”, or, because their ovaries were removed, for menopause to start straight away. Gwen had not realised that her ovaries had been removed until after surgery.
 

Katy says that she would not have had her ovaries removed if she had known the effects of sudden menopause.

Katy says that she would not have had her ovaries removed if she had known the effects of sudden menopause.

Age at interview: 51
Sex: Female
Condition/symptoms: urinary incontinence, mesh complications
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Looking back now, if I had you know, the information I’d needed I’d have never had my ovaries taken away. So, yeah, had the hysterectomy, ovaries went. I was never given any information about what it meant for my body or myself after hysterectomy. Had the hysterectomy, got an infection afterwards and so I ended up back in hospital with IV intravenous drip antibiotics. And then that was it, really. In all, I think it was six weeks or six months check when I saw her again and then that was when she referred me to urogynae and the ball rolled, really for me to have the TVT taken out. So, you know, yeah. Yeah, but I’m always shocked at how little information we get when, you know, something so massive as a hyst—makes you want to cry, actually. Something so massive as a hysterectomy and no information, nothing. My mum’s not had a hysterectomy and so I had nobody around me who’d had a hysterectomy to even ask and it was, to me it was just an operation. Didn't really think of the consequences of it. You know, it was going to stop the pain. That was all that was in my head. If they stopped the pain and, and got rid of the bits that you know, were causing the pain then that was all good. But no, it’s the worst thing I’ve ever done, I think, bar from the TVT. It’s the second worst thing I’ve ever done.

 

Following a hysterectomy and pelvic floor repair, Gwen did not realise that her ovaries had been removed during a hysterectomy and pelvic floor repair. She felt “robbed” when her sex drive lowered significantly.

Following a hysterectomy and pelvic floor repair, Gwen did not realise that her ovaries had been removed during a hysterectomy and pelvic floor repair. She felt “robbed” when her sex drive lowered significantly.

Age at interview: 72
Sex: Female
Conditions: recurrent UTI, pelvic organ prolapse
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So I was admitted then for a hysterectomy and a pelvic floor repair. And after the surgery I was, there was a lot of packing inside, and a catheter. And I was sent home with that in. Oh no, let me get back before that. Whilst I was in there I got an infection, and I was on intravenous antibiotics for a while, yeah, so I was on these intravenous antibiotics, so I started feeling better from, that but I was crying, I was just crying, and I didn’t know why, and I felt so stupid. There were tears just [motions to face and made wiping gesture] and one nurse came in and said, “What’s the matter?” And I said, “I don’t know. I really don’t know. I’m just, I just don’t know.” And she said, “Well, mm, it might be to do you know with your hormones being all upset, you know with having your ovaries taken away.” And I said, “I haven’t had my ovaries taken away.” She said, “Are you sure?” I said, “Well I haven’t signed to have my ovaries taken away, and nobody has discussed that with me, it was a hysterectomy and a pelvic floor repair, nobody mentioned anything about ovaries.” She said, “Well you must’ve signed for that.” And I said, “I don’t think I have.” She said, “I’ll go and check.” And she came back and she said, “You didn’t sign for it, but they’ve been taken”. Well, if, if the doctor had said to me, “I think it’s a bit, we might as well take your ovaries,” I’d have probably said, “Yeah, fine no problem.” But because it had been taken and not even been informed of it, it was just no, there was no informed consent there, let me tell you, so that really floored me. The doctor did come and his response, he never actually discussed with me the fact that he’d taken them, he just patted my hand and said, “A little bit of HRT will put all this right.”
 
Now the consequences of all this hysterectomy and everything else, which was another devastating blow, for a woman in her mid-forties was that my sex drive went. I had no interest in sex whatsoever. It’s not that I didn’t like it just never entered in my head. And I did discuss that with my GP, and he gave me some male hormone implants, testosterone implants, made not one bit of difference. So I mean this put a bit of a strain on the relationship with my husband, I felt, I felt like they’d robbed me of a life, when they wanted to do the hysterectomy they promised me that I would be like a new woman. Well I was a new woman, but it wasn’t the woman I wanted to be and I felt like I’d been robbed.
 

 


  
The way that hysterectomy was talked about and presented by surgeons mattered. Phoebe feels that her surgeon had “flippantly mentioned” a hysterectomy and that the decision should never be taken lightly. Carole recalls being told by her surgeon that ‘We’ll whip out your womb” at the same time as her mesh surgery. Rose wondered if surgery is sometimes suggested before options like physiotherapy and pessaries because surgeons “just want to do surgery”. 

Instillations, urethral dilatation, and bulking agents

We spoke to some people who had tried surgical interventions like bladder instillations and urethral dilatations for UTIs and bladder pain, or injections of bulking agents like Botox (botulinum) for urinary incontinence and pelvic floor dysfunction.
 
Holly and Anita had urethral dilatations, which involve widening the tissue of the urethra. This can be done at the same time as a cystoscopy (when a camera is inserted into the urethra and bladder to identify any visible issues). They both found the procedure unpleasant and painful, though Anita found it was effective at treating her symptoms.
 

Anita had two rounds of urethral dilatation: the first with forceps was unsuccessful and the second with cones was. She was delighted that it resolved her cystitis symptoms but felt “horrified” it had taken so long to get treatment.

Anita had two rounds of urethral dilatation: the first with forceps was unsuccessful and the second with cones was. She was delighted that it resolved her cystitis symptoms but felt “horrified” it had taken so long to get treatment.

Age at interview: 69
Sex: Female
Condition: cystitis/UTI
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Finally, in my early thirties, at some point, 32, 33, something like that I saw a female GP who and talked about it and she was very helpful actually and then I saw her a lot after that but she said, ‘Oh you need to go and see a urologist,” and so she booked me into see a consultant and I was tested and discovered to have a a sensitive urethra I think the word, words were and that they could resolve that with a dilatation and so I said, ‘Oh yeah, fine, let’s go ahead with that.”
 
And so just booked in for a day case and had the, had the procedure under general anaesthetic and was in agony afterwards and it didn’t really solve the problem. So my, I was referred once again and saw a different consultant or group of people anyway and they re-, they said they would do the procedure again but this, but it transpired that the first procedure was done with it was a single stretch with a pair of forceps but they would use in the second time a sort of gradual dilation with cones under general anaesthetic again and actually that that that sorted it actually. That completely resolved the issue I hardly ever, I hardly ever had cystitis since and if I have it’s often been, it’s been well bacterial infection I’m pretty sure and I’m just so horrified that it took 12 or more years to resolve that.
 

 


 
Jo, Melanie, Megan, Chelsea, and others had tried bladder instillations for bladder pain or UTI problems. This involves a liquid being inserted into, and then drained from, the bladder through a catheter. Mehar had decided against trying this treatment because it would involve going to hospital for several hours of appointments every week for two months. Helen told us that instillations did not help her symptoms, while Megan says that “after a few of them” her symptoms improved “a little bit”.
 

Chelsea remembers her first bladder instillation vividly. She struggled to access the procedure during the Covid-19 pandemic.

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Chelsea remembers her first bladder instillation vividly. She struggled to access the procedure during the Covid-19 pandemic.

Age at interview: 44
Sex: Female
Condition: interstitial cystitis/bladder pain syndrome
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I will always vividly remember the first time I went, the matron was lovely but she was one of those forceful people and she clearly imprinted in my mind her looking at me, kindly but fiercely going “Now, I want you to try to not go to the toilet for three hours after this, and the longer you leave it the better the effects will be afterwards” I think I managed two hours and I felt rather pleased with myself. But it’s funny, it’s funny what you remember of bits of the process, so I always see her in my mind’s eye whenever I’ve been back for treatment and I go out and try and achieve what she said and try to be the three hours if that just does the most good because the sooner you go to the toilet after receiving your flushing out from your bladder and so therefore it’s not in there as long and therefore can’t do as much good. So yes, so basically once they’ve put the stuff in they then just pull the catheter out and you’re left to get cleaned up on your own and then that’s the process done. The whole appointment generally is about 20, 25 minutes when I go.
 
Then since then I’ve been going for bladder instillation at the clinic at the local hospital and, and they originally did three treatments spaced at a sensible time frame and then after that it was a case of me phoning up when I wanted more. So initially that was every six months, I had got to the point where I was only really needing to go about once a year and then lockdown, my condition deteriorated a lot in 2020 because I didn’t know whether I was allowed to contact them to get more treatment in the midst of, you know, not wanting to bother the NHS or anything else like that.
 
I eventually managed to get hold of them in December 2020 and went back and started having treatment again. It’s taking a while for me to get back to my maintained levels of comfort and things which, I describe it as maintaining because I always have issues but when it’s well maintained its better. And they’ve actually changed the medication that they’re able to distil into my bladder as of four or five months ago to something stronger which actually really helped.
 

 

Melanie is having regular bladder instillations to treat her bladder symptoms and give her a more ‘useful bladder’.

Melanie is having regular bladder instillations to treat her bladder symptoms and give her a more ‘useful bladder’.

Age at interview: 52
Sex: Female
Condition: UTI
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A bladder instillation is where they put a catheter into your urethra, wee hole, that’s me being medical knowledgeable and they basically put hyaluronic acid into your bladder so I’ve got a VIP bladder and vagina I thought, it’s getting so much attention [laughs]. So they’re putting that in and that’s weekly for about eight weeks and then I think they space it out to, to a month and then one more month and they see if it’s worked. So apparently what it does is this hyaluronic acid which is what women put on their face just to plump it up I believe, the hyaluronic acid thickens the bladder, and she says, “It’s almost like if you stretch a bag, you see sort of little parts where it’s thinned out,” she said, “That’s what we think your bladder’s doing.” She said, “So if we give it the hyalauron-,“ I’m struggling with it, “—the hyaluronic acid that will thicken it, make it healthier, make it more robust.” So it’s almost like they’re, you know, kind of giving me a more useful bladder.

 


  
Botox (botulinum) and other bulking agents (a material like collagen) can be injected into the bladder to help with incontinence, or into the pelvic floor muscles. Minnie received Botox injections annually for her urinary incontinence, which she found helped with her symptoms and improved her overall quality of life. The Covid-19 pandemic interrupted her access to treatment, leaving Minnie feeling “really stuck”. Mehar also had Botox injections; they “didn’t help 100%, but they did help 50/50” by relaxing her pelvic floor.
 
You can read more about experiences of decision-making for treatments, including surgery, here. 

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